by mumbled plans, our mouths
saturated with the taste of Chinese.
You didn't expect to see me that day.
Stumbling awkwardly, out of breath.
I didn't know what to say anyway.
I forgot how all this felt.
Only an hour and thirty minutes.
You asked if I was alright
for my breathing was strange
I said I was fine, not to worry.
I tried hard to be calm.
We got to your steps.
You went and woke him up.
We turned up the music.
I tried hard to make it right.
I love you like I hate being alone.
Desperately, fully, and without
any sense of direction at all.
It's all a big adventure.
Nothing is set up in concrete.
Maps always change shape.
Just move with plate tectonics.
Just believe in what you said back then again.

2 comments:
maggie this made me want to cry. i love "i love you like i hate being alone. desperately, fully, and without any sense of direction at all." i can't think of any way you could express that more beautifully. i also love "maps always change shape. jusy move with plate tectonics."
you blow me away. really.
Thank you.
That's really all I can say.
Thank you.
<3
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