Sometimes the only way to feel better is to get sick

I guess that's what happened to me today.
Threw up this morning, found out we didn't have school anyway. So I guess that's good.
My throat still feels weird though.
It was terrible and violent. But, I'm alright now. That's all that matters. I was really worried I was going to spend the whole day with my head bent over a toilet bowl. Luckily that didn't happen this time.

On another note...
I keep thinking about how I felt the first time I woke up next to you.
Really, waking up is so much harder to do now that I know how it feels to be sleeping beside you, in your arms. Waking up now, I am alone in my room, in my tiny bed, surrounded by reminders and pictures of you. It's really fucking difficult to wake up like that.

But, I keep thinking about how I might see you this weekend. Or just soon, I hope.
Then maybe waking up won't be so hard. For a few days, at least.